mode: emo
music: ceiling fan
y am i so emotional lately…am i undergoing menopause phase or sth…
*dush
u r clear rite now aite, so u noe wat to do aite?
so wat r u waiting for?
waiting for the moon to fall?or the cullens to knock on ur door?n say..hey dude wats wrong wif u..
hakzz apa dah cullen…
i noticed sth lately…
u look so pale, as if u r bcoming one of the cullens..
r u been eating the (taufoo) all dis while?
haha get some life…i noe its hard for u…
but u got to try…this is wat u chose, n u hv to finish it…
u cant back off…its too late to back off…
n never ever think ever never ever to give up ever…lol
u just hv to endure it…its only 1 yer left….
cmon…!
cheer up ok….n live life to the max….
n nvr regret wat u hv done, n wat u hvnt….
u still hv the chances, go n explore (ouh i hate e word explore, it makes my heart burning everytime i think bout dat word) the things that u hv yet to try…
world are the place for u to try everything, but of course, there are boundaries!
*really?ahaksx….
yess…u r a muslim n incase u hvnt notice, u r a gal…
*ur soo sexist…
okay myself…ill not cross the boundaries…
*promise 
~an exampple of self regulation…been really down lately, til ive got to advice myself…there is no other person who can monitor u 24/7 except Allah n urself…yes u…the one who typing this blog entry…XD
ahh..still feeling so down n (may i say dump) rite now..dont noe y…O Allah pls help me to endure in ur temporary-nice-beautiful-yet-lot-of-deceives-if-u-r-not-careful world of urs. Pls guide me, so dat i can endeavour to be a good servant of u… n pls be my guidance in the world and the hereafter…
iam nothing without u…
