sarah wake up…!!!

stop day dreaming….this is reality…*slap on the head

ok2 i must not think about dat again…repeat after me,

imust not think bout dat again…..great! now go back to wer u hv stop..start all over again, n make sure make no mistakes…

try ur best, i noe u aint trying ur best…u can do better den dis, am sure u can…n dont ever EVER fall in e same trap again..ever

no one loves u more den urself, u cant love somebody else without luvin urself first…so luv urself den others will love u…ok?

I heard he sang a lullaby
I heard he sang it from his heart
When I found out thought I would die
Because that lullaby was mine
I heard he sealed it with a kiss
He gently kissed her cherry lips
I found that so hard to believe
Because his kiss belonged to me

How could an angel break my heart
Why didnt he catch my falling star
I wish I didnt wish so hard
Maybe I wished our love apart
How could an angel break my heart

I heard here face was white as rain
Soft as a rose that blooms in may
He keeps her picture in a frame
And when he sleeps he calls her name
I wonder if she makes him smile
The way he used to smile at me
I hope she doesnt make him laugh
Because his laugh belongs to me

How could an angel break my heart
Why didnt he catch my falling star
I wish I didnt wish so hard
Maybe I wish our love apart
How could an angel break my heart

Oh my soul is dying, its crying
Im trying to understand
Please help me

How could an angel break my heart
Why didnt he catch my falling star
I wish I didnt wish so hard
Maybe I wished our love apart
How could an angel break my heart

this is the worse buffdae ever i ever had in my whole life…but with the most celebration…

no one…i repeat NO ONE in my family wish me on my buffdae…da mcm lagu no one lah pulak eh…but tkpe….my mom not forgetting my buffdae, it just that bcos of the bad news she unintentionally forgot bout it..bcos she said she did remembr it on sun n wait to wish but….tkpelah..sometime Allah nk uji kan…but niwei…it just a wish…a sentence…does it really matter???? of course it does to me….!

word cant bring me down, neither do it bring me up….BUT sometimes it may (10%) influence my thoughts, emotions n feelingss…arghhh….

org yg tk rapat langsung…yg tk knal pon ekceli..cume pernah nmpk sbb we belong to same department pon wish me on my buffdae…mana pergi org yg kecik2 main sama2…gurau sama2, tido sama2, notie sama2, kene marah sama2…mana seyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy…ni baru je kitorg masing2 blaja jauh2….da mcm ni….da buat hal masing2…kalo nnt da kawin ke da de family sendiri lagi mcm mana agaknye eh…

mayb for u, im whining…pasal bende kecik pon nk sensetif..but im not demand anything cume nk wish je…the tots dat matter….yg lain2 tu sume tk kesah…is dat too much to ask?

i did ekceli cry all night long yesterdae…best kan…tk pernah celebrate buffdae mcm ni….myb it just a start to live in dis REAL world….

tanx to my frens…to whom who wish me….i REALLY appreciate it…n to those who celebrate it…tanx korg…korg lah my family here…

sat 09082008- we went to uluyam…mandi air terjun, main bowling,celebrate buffdae ngan waida..we really have fun together…naik due keta….sampai sesat2 kakak ida jadi co-pilot…hehe :p

mon 11082008- caks celebrate may,jun,july,aug n cak buffdae skali…so sambut lah buffdae skali, makan kek sama2…..

wed 13082008- tanx to nik, mahzum, for celebrate my buffdae n waida kt the curve…tanx nik drive kitorg pegi sana…best sgt…eventhouh i halfheartedly with no heart ekceli nk pegi, tp pergi jgk sbb waida ajak jugak pegi…tp best…mkn pasta kat kedai gourmet apa ntah…walaupon kocek koyak rabak tahap max nye tp tetap best…n romantik…kalo dating tu mesti best…ahaksss….

after makan kitorg shopping2 kt ikea…huhu beli candles..sbb halimah slalu blackout!!!!

tanx eh korg….SAYANG korg sume….

tu ibu n ayah…sabar k diatas dugaan ni….adek sayang ibu n ayah…I LUV U…;)

Do You Still Remember

Do you still remember
at that particular time
A blooming flower
I slipped into your hair

Do you still remember
It turned into a dream
And became a longing
Do you still remember

Do you still remember we were running together
At the horizon searching for a rainbow
And then the rain came down we were wet together
Do you still remember
Do you still remember

Do you still remember
That one particular flower
Sitting on my palm
Finally wilting away

So then I clutch tightly
It turned into dust
Do you still remember
Do you still remember

a nice song, translated by my mentor.. luv it…

tanx sir…really miss u…i pray dat u will finish ur phd soon..amiin

“No doubt, love is an important ingredient of a healthy relationship. But what is love? I have, for a long time now, feel that if you love someone, let them be free. If they come back to you, then you know they are meant to be. Love is not about possession. You need to learn to let go. Sacrifice is a part of love.”

i found this from my lecturer’s blog. he tot me last yer, really miss him, he’s now off to Lboro for his phd. i totally agree wif him, love is not about posession, some ppl wen dey luv someone dey will do anything to get he/she n pathetically plead for their luv.even if someone they luv cant accept it. it is our right to luv somebody but it is NOT our right to force somebody to luv us.

if u truly luv them, let dem go n if ey turn back to u,then you know they are meant to be. n put ur faith to Allah, coz he noes e best for u…